December 31st.

Last day of work was all emotional man, Nora,Norlin,Murni and Nurul bought me this adidas watch, so nice of them! =) Its just so amazing to me that, for just a short period of time, the bond between me and them was so great,January6 is Nora's birthday! hahas, even thought i cant meet up with them, i have a surprise for them. =D Thanks guys for all the fun and loving memories u guys left. =) Other then that, things are still pretty much the same. Im getting so fustrated and angry recently, F*ck, just couldnt bothered,short-temper,so what. FUCK! Damn, Covering up is always so easy,step into my shoe and see, what its like to feel ever so fuckup on your birthday and just pretend you're ok. darn. Had some time for myself on my birthday after hweezhi they all left, just merely 5 mins,sitting on the stool looking aimlessly, so many thing flash across my mind, So many thing happen,and all along what i did was just stand by and watch, I didnt do anything at all, not that i couldnt bothered, its just that im so call purposely putting an end to everything when i feel something is amiss when its not. sigh, guess thats just the way i handle things at times, right now, Im digging yet another grave, all i need to do now is shovelled back all the things i started to end everything. Darn. Fuck. Im out. Have a fucking happy new year guys. sigh.